"But now and then, you can make people care, make people notice that something ain't quite right, and nudge them gently, with the words, to get off their ass and fix it." ~Rick Bragg
I've read all of your posts, and am struck by how deep this wound goes; yet there are people who deny that women who are sectioned feel this sort of negativity! (*That* astounds me even more than the depth of your grief and bitterness.) I've even heard one such woman say that it is only because natural-birth advocates are anti-C-section that women feel emotionally scarred. I pray that God will shed His rich mercy on you, and allow you to heal from this.